Woah...

I'm simultaneously very happy and very upset all at the same time. It's starting to get on my nerves. I wish my body would just choose one emotion and just stick with it. Preferably the "very happy" emotion. But the part that's making me very upset is kind of hard to just push to the side or forget about.

New semester at school. Spent close to $80 on books and I've still got more to order. Who was it exactly who decided that they were God and that they could charge so much for a book?! All it is is trees mashed up with ink on it in the form of words. Basically. This is so ridiculous.

I have now gone two weeks without my voice. Or at least, without my normal voice. It's getting a little tiresome, I wish I could just find it already! It's probably the lack of sleep. Like now, it's 3.00 a.m. and I'm up. Writing. This is stupid. I'm going to sleep.